your tears wiped off mine...

~1:00 PM

wahz~ startin this brand new dae with old quarrel. realli wonder why ppl resort to vulgarities so often. izzit coz they cant put their thoughts in any other words? kae, enough of crapz. todae have to work hard le, one month has almost passed and haven realli started on any homework yet! horrible sia... but now thinkin of watchin tv lehx... hahas, jiang1 shan1 yi4 gai3, ben3 xing4 nan2 yi2. also have to call andy and wei song to inform them abt class chalet. when monitor asked me to help, i wanted to reject but remembered that i said i will stick to my current sch so helped lohx. dunno why but i juz noe that it wont be that difficult organisin for my current class. some daes ago, i told my mom that there'll be a sec 1 class chalet on 9th dec and i asked her whether i shld go, she said, "you wanna go then go lohx, shld have some fun." i told her that it was fine with me if she didnt allow me to go coz i dont mind as long as i could go for my pri 6 class chalet... hahas~ she was realli baffled as i've always been troubled by quarrels in pri sch. and juz yesterdae, i was like starin at the comp screen in a daze, lookin dunno sad or furious, then my mom came in and when i told her abt the quarrel, she said, "juz turn off the comp screen can already mahx, dun have to bother abt this kinda trival stuff. next time juz let them do themselves, u make urself so busy then get upset urself in the end, whats the point?" so, i promised that i would juz concentrate on my studies from now on and tutor my bro as often as possible. most importantly, i will not make a mess of the house again since i will not invite ppl here anymore.

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Monday, November 29, 2004
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~7:40 PM

finalli experienced a real friendship fight le. now then realised that those in the past were chao minor ones. haish, cant be bothered with anythin le. but at least learnt somethin from this. that is not to bother askin for gatherings again. and not to be so xtra and organise anythin again. not even go back to park view anymore. should juz stick to my current sch.

anywayz, my third aunt gave me a new job todae, juz some typin then can get $10 le... onli happi thing todae~ will work on a new blogskin startin from tmr. hope that can finish it before 1st dec, first meetin with sec 4 advisors for the st john annual trainin camp. i've been changed from grp O to grp E, dunno will be good thing or bad thing. depends on the grp advisors gd anot ba.

[tired both mentally and physically]

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Sunday, November 28, 2004
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~3:00 PM

Gettin realliii irritated le, especialli with that damn damn damn idiotic fishiee! Syikin not happi still understandable coz i didnt manage to call her to ask when she's free and not free but that stupid fishi, she go and blame me for not askin ALL six-kaerz! Wadde hell lohx?!?!?! If she think it's such an easy job, why izzit that she didnt help to contact some ppl when i told her i had trouble contactin some ppl? not to sae volunteer herself to help mrs khoo organise de thing or even ask ppl abt when they are free! She did not even care whether got gatherin or not or perhaps she cared but cant be bothered to do anythin abt it! and when i told her that mrs khoo tryin to book on 18th dec, she go and sae yenson is onli comin back on 20th dec and he wanna go for the gatherin! maybe yenson is veri veri veri important to her larr, but cant she spare a thought for others? after 20th so many ppl cannot lohx, and somemore it's near christmas when everyone wanna celebrate with their own family! For me, i'm terribly free after 20th but it's a gatherin for all 6kae ppl lehx! fine. maybe you ppl think that i'm a unreasonable person or whateva. or maybe someone who lurvs to quarrel with ppl like what someone said. i DUN care. i will not get myself involved in any organisin of gatherin again. i realli regret why did i even ask mrs khoo whether there are any gatherin for 6k anot.

[PiSsEd`_]

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Friday, November 26, 2004
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~4:35 PM

finalli posted todae~ i've been realli busi nowadaes... i went for an "interview" for a job with sim on fri, 19th nov after visitin park view for the prize-givin ceremony... so little 6kaerz went... not even 10... haish, maybe they didnt noe that the prize-givin on that dae ba... or izzit they dont wanna go back park view anymore?

... anywaex, back to the job. u noe, when u go out and there will be some students askin u to buy charity tickets? it's sorta liddat. we will get the stuff we supposed to sell at 11am, then go wherever we want, juz that have to get back to the office by 7pm and give them the unsold stock and money. we earned 30% of what we sold. on average, ppl earned $60 per dae. we went to work on the next dae, sat. we were supposed to sell postcards for charity. 3 in one pack. 1 pack for $5. we were like wadde hell lohx... POSTCARDS lehx. somemore onli text, no pic at all!!! haish. anywayx, i was given 12 packs and sim 13. guess where did we go? we almost toured the WHOLE singapore. the office was at bugis and we first went to tiong bahru coz we met venus at the office and she told us tiong bahru the best place... anywae, we stood juz outside the mrt station to sell. i was quite enthu at first onex, but guess what. i will go up to someone and sae, "good afternoon, i'm from...", and that someone will juz walk away. SO DAMN RUDE. dont want to buy also nvm mahx, at least let me finish my sentence mahx!!! HUMPH. and somemore sim was not her usual enthu self... she dont dare to ask... so what happened? we went off, makin excuses for ourselves saying we didnt manage to sell anythin coz it was not a good place. we went to alot of places... like paya lebar, bedok, tanah merah, loyang, plaza sing, etc. in the end, i sold one postcard and sim none. sim didnt wanna be embarrassed so she bought one herself. -.- we handed in the money, thats $10 altogether and the manager gave us $3, a $2 note and $1 coin. supposed to be $1.50 each but sim said that she bought the card herself and asked me to give her the money... i bargained and took $1, givin her the $2 note. and while we were at bedok, i donated $1 to an old lady... which means that i didnt earn anythin that dae! and even wasted the transport fee!!! btw, for sat nights, we could brin home some cards to sell on sundae and return the stuff on mon, so we did that. but me and sim didnt go out to sell on sundae and by mondae, she sold nothin and i sold 2 thanks to my third uncle. and sim decided not to do that job anymore. so i also never do le, since i already have another job.

okiez, now to the other job. after my gran heard abt what happened to me when i went to work, she told everyone who visited her to gimme a job... so SwEeT +.+ my third aunt said that she will let me give out her leaflets when she finish printin them, my fifth aunt offered me $5 a dae to help brin her daughter to and fro from sch, and my eldest uncle's wife asked me to give her daughter tuition. and my gran herself said that she will give me $5 per dae//$150 per month to give my bro tuition... now i workin for my fifth aunt and have to wake up at 5.45am nowadaes coz she lives in bukit batok. juz in case u didnt noe, it's near jurong east. btw, i'm at my fifth aunt's house now. my fifth aunt is out and her daughters are nappin so i get to do whateva i like =D my fifth aunt's a realli realli nice person, i juz started work on mondae, thats two daes ago and yesterdae, she brought me out shoppin while her daughters were sleepin. she brought me to west mall and bought a baby G from city chain, a shorts from ops, etc. lotsa t-shirts too. she spent dunno how many hundreds of $$$ in juz that 2 hours. more than the $$$ she will spend on my salary for 1 month. hahas~ my fifth aunt will be goin to thailand and indonesia in mid dec so i will start on tuition lessons then. my mom sae should juz stay at home to study and do my hol hw which i haven started on yet and not go out and work... haish, but i prefer workin to studyin.

[LoNgEsT PoSt EvA]

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Wednesday, November 24, 2004
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~2:39 PM

Yesterdae was a quite eventful dae. Went lookin' for jobs with Janice at my gran's office and third uncle's office. But didn't found any 'coz they had enough workers le... Sadx. Anywayx, it was quite fun larr. Runnin' around and laughin awayx. Btw, Jan was late, ON PURPOSE.

Then i went home to celebrate my gran's bdae. Almost all my relatives came, which's alot... My gran has 9 children you see... Played around and watched ren wo ao you... My cousin sae the kaiwei shuaier then the yan xing shu... -_-" She said that yan xing shu ugly... Bad taste ar she... yan xing shu shuaiest lohx, yupps, even shuaier than toro.

[~happy bdae grans]

[congrats to third uncle for havin' his company listed]

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Saturday, November 13, 2004
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~1:30 PM

*Yawnx* Came online rite after i woke up, which was at around 11.30 am, hahax, yesterdae was so tired after the st. john koto exam... If fail the exam, not onli cannot get the badge for that, but cannot earn any other badge in the future!!! Haix... i hope i dont fail but i realli dont have much confidence, alot wrong le... =(

Juz visited Jamie's bloggie... What go back pv to entertain me... She also wanna go back one de lohx. blearghx. Next time dont ask her le, everythin' also blame me... Two ppl go veri pathetic mehx? And somemore includin' her was three le lohx.

[Should be more optimistic...]

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Sunday, November 07, 2004
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~6:17 PM

Finalli added the 'bout me section todae!!! Although not quite finished yet, at least started le... hehex. Btw, you pplx noticed that there are some hearts comin' down from the top and a puff floatin' around? *beams* Veri cuteee ritex? But those stuff make the loadin' of the page slower, you all have to be patient worx. Other than that, i also added a pic in the taggie section and replaced the normal cursor with a yellow flower... i don't realli like the flower larr, but it seems suitable for the layout, the whole page seems like a scene from autumn to me =)
Oh yarr, todae Jamie finalli found a music she like and put it on her blog... And she linked to my blog with "blog benefactor" lehx! So exaggeratin' ritex... Anywaex, since her blog done le, i guess it's okae to give you pplx the add...
Here goes: http://horigible-life.blogspot.com
I think her blog not bad larx, i gave her alot of help mahx [hahax, sho thick-skinned], but the music too common le...

[YiPeE! GoiN' BaCk To ParK VieW TmR!!! CaN pLaY BbaLL AnD BaDz!]

[Fishiee, don't worri larx, your testi will come back de +.+]

[i'll help you write alot alot alot of testis tmr =)]

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Thursday, November 04, 2004
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~3:00 PM

Todae actualli veri sadx de... 'coz me not one of the 10 nominees selected to be in the st. john comp team, although not unexpected, hahax. But reached home for abt 2 mins then received call from yao lu aka midori, she told me that we will be in the same class for jap next year! Such a coincidence ritex? We are not even in the same jap class this year lohx. Then somemore come online see my tagboard so flooded become cheerful again le, hahax, so crapx ritex.

[Lookin' forward to visitin' park view & to play bball]

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Tuesday, November 02, 2004
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~4:09 PM

Juz finished helpin' Jamie with her blogskin... She took hers from maystar designs, the image cannot work at all lohx, have to host it somewhere else... Anywaex, goin' back to park view in a few more daex! Also dunno why i so excited... went there 1 or 2 weeks ago onli... hahax.
Btw, will there be any gatherin' for 6K? Simphoni told me that she will be organisin', but haven't heard from her since dunno when... I wanna go chalet again lehx!!! It was soo fun last year lohx!

[6K PeEpX RaWkS~]

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Monday, November 01, 2004
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